Long time no type!

WoW! It's been a while since I've updated my website. Where do I start? I'm not sure if I blogged about this but we bought our first house! yay! Seriously it was a long whirlwind event that I never want to go through again. Anything and everything happened to stand in our way, but we never let go of our faith. we stood strong and we prevailed in the very end. Now we have a really nice house that is all our own and best of all it's in town. LOL We are so ghetto. Like the first night Carlos and I went to Sonic for a drink and i was so happy i didn't have to drive 10 miles into town and 10 miles back home. I also love that i can go to Walmart anytime I want. I tried to upload some pics but my camera wouldn't turn on. So it's charging tonight, so i'll load some pics tomorrow.

I have a rosary to go to tomorrow. My BFF's brother died in a car accident on October 13th. That just so happens to be my daughters 9th Bday. This is so unreal and crazy. I didn't believe it at first but then i spoke to my BFF and she confirmed. This is so sad. I feel so helpless and guilty that this is happening to her family. Seriously, what does one actually say to someone in this situation. I find it really hard to talk to her. She came over tonight and I just let her speak at her own pace. It was good to see her and her hubby laughing and just letting go for a bit. I know how stressful this can be.

Well, I'm gonna crash out already. i just wanted to give an update on what's been going on in my life.

Oh yeah, my sister is out of jail already and that is a whole other blog! I promise not to stay away to long so I can feel you in! LOL

1 down, 3 to go?

So I have 4 girls. My oldest is Alicia. She is now 17 years old. She is really cute and very personable. I did not allow her to date in my presence. I know she had "boyfriends" at school, but to let me meet one, Oh Hell No! But now she is ALMOST an adult. So I allow for her boyfriend to come over and they go out. He is a really nice kid. Very respectful and always willing to do anything for us. Go to the store... "Yes, Ma'am!" Do you need money? " Nope, I have it" See he's really good. Almost too good! LOL

I just have this gut feeling that when Alicia turns 18, on May 29th, that she'll want to move outta my house and put off college to move in with this boy, who is 18 now. This really scares me. Like seriously, so I have stopped letting him come over as much. I don't allow for him to buy anything for the kids or even Alicia. Sometimes, I hear her on the phone telling him like we're in Lockhart. I don't know where we are going. Or, we are passing so so place right now. That totally pisses me off! I always starting yelling while she is on the phone with him, that she's only needs to answer to me and she isn't married! But damn, that erks me BAD!

I tried to talk to her but she was like, "But Mom I love him" Damn, I could have slapped her! I was calm and explained how she didn't realize it was puppy love. LOL Yeah, she wanted to slap me back! I hope she still goes to college and pursues her dreams of an education and a good job. Not a dream of living with a boy and having a family at 18. Maybe I'm so scared she'll make my mistakes, but I just want what's best for her. After all, I am the Drama Momma!